As if the last week hasn’t been enough… Jim decided to send his little girlfriends to fight his battles for him. Grown woman approaches me in public at an establishment and tells me we need to go outside. LOL
Bitch. I am not playing these bullshit high school games with you. Take your ass outside by yourself. We’ve got nothing to discuss but please… continue to make a fool of yourself. You’re trash. He’s trash. Any of you involved in this that want to get in my face again are trash. GROW UP.
This nonsense continued into midnight last night with yet another grown assed woman starting in … I haven’t slept much in the last week. I didn’t sleep at all last night.
I used to be a third party collector. A good one. Part of why I was so good is that I document and save EVERYTHING.. If it’s not in writing, it didn’t happen. I have every single email, text message, instant message, conversation, etc from ALL of the assholes in this. Not one of them is going to try and convince anyone that I’m the bad guy in any of this.
The worst part is the way that he now speaks to me. Just over a week ago it was “I love you”, “I miss you”, “Goodnight/Good morning, my love” etc… now..
Classy, huh? Still have no idea what I did to bring all of this on. This particular message was prompted after I sent the bitch above an email that I sent him on Monday (out of nowhere, I had this overwhelming urge to send an email clarifying that I didn’t mean to imply that he was cheating on me with her specifically) because part of what she was yelling about was nothing close to anything I had said to him or her at any point… She forwarded my message, telling her to get her facts straight and that he was playing both of us…
All I’ve ever done is love these people and in the blink of an eye, they’ve all turned on me. I started to think I was crazy.. maybe I’m either imagining this or I’ve lost grasp on reality. But I keep going back to look at everything and I’m still lost. At this point, any thread of hope that I had that we would ever work this out has been cut with a pair of tailor’s sheers!
Folks need to remember that Karma never forgets an address. All of them will get their due one day. I won’t be around to witness it but it will happen. I keep trying to get out of all of this but they keep dragging me back in. After last night, I’m hoping this is officially done and I can move on.