Yesterday could’ve been 5 years with Jim. Should’ve been.
I avoided life at all cost yesterday. Memories on the “book” etc. I got all kinds of caught up on TV, watched a movie (although for the life of me I can’t remember which one.. must’ve sucked). Took some naps.. It was a waste of a day but it was better than being around anyone and being pre-occupied with the thought of him and memories that we had made over the years.
I sent a very brief email stating I missed him and hoped he was well. CRICKETS. Which I expected but was hoping for better from him. He has literally ghosted me since the day he left. His ex before me owed him a couple thousand dollars for a car and he’s friends with her and still speaks to her… I just don’t understand the radio silence.
So. Today is a new day. I’ve gotten through what I considered to be the worst of it. TIME TO MOVE ON!
Just wish I could erase him from my brain. Completely.